[theqoo] KIM SOOHYUN'S NEW LETTER'S MOST CHILLING PART

Saero-Nero

2018.6.9 

Today was a wonderfully chaotic Saturday, thanks to the ever-changing weather. It;s a good day to try writing something or think in a vertical way. In the morning, I was worried, thinking 'What kind of day will today be with this foggy haze?' and then I went to a karaoke place and completely butchered Shin Seung-hoon ajussi's songs, ended up getting scolded... ㅇㅅㅇ

Had it been an hour? That piercing sunlight that made my skin like this, suddenly appeared and shone brightly, just like a lie. "Wow, this feels like something." I grabbed my oil and went to the helipad, tanning my front and back. An hour passed. It got too hot, I couldn't continue.

Has it been an hour already? That scorching sunlight that turned my skin into this mess suddenly appeared, shining brightly like a lie. 'Wow, this feels like it’s meant to be.' I grabbed some oil and headed to the helipad. While I was tanning, turning over every so often, I thought, 'Has it really been an hour?' It got too hot, so I couldn't take it anymore. Took some calm pills and started rewatching Heart Signal 2. I cheered so hard then felt disappointed. 

"On the day of the ambush when the chance of success was 99%, the sky was filled with so many stars, so bright, that the terrain was clearly visible, and I spent the whole night feeling scared. 

As the weather cleared up, the scent of the changing season filled the air, and even though I was exhausted from the training, suddenly I smelled the 'sand scent soaked in sunlight' in the air. I was feeling sentimental all day. Ah, how should I put it... It's just that, I wonder what the right standard or sign is, what I'm looking at or feeling... I just wanted to say something like this. It’s hard to see your face, so I wonder what you're feeling, what my will is... but I don't want to put any pressure on you. The most I can say is... I miss you. Anyway, it was a good weekend. I even tried writing.

When I get discharged, I think I should quickly return to work. I also think about traveling somewhere close like Japan or far away like Northern Europe. Sometimes I get swept up by these young folks and wonder if I should go back to school. Ah, does that mean we'd go (to school) together?! But when is my discharge...? Looking back, it’s already been 8 months since I enlisted, but looking forward, there’s still more than a year left. Ahaha. So, for the rest of the time... I’ll do my best. I’ll give it my all, so please take care of me. Loyalty.

- Private Kim who is far away

original post: here

1. He's such a narcissist 

2. But ㅋㅋㅋㅋ the fact that he wrote this letter showing his stream of consciousness, he's saying it himself too ㅜ He's too much 

3. He wasn't worried about Saeronie at all ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Wow seriously he's so evil. In the end, he said this all by himself 

4. Uncle... 

5. F*ck 

6. This freaking ajussi is f*cking jealous of kids

7. Me too I almost barfed at that part. He likes guys who are even younger than the early 20s who enlisted in the army f*ck 

8. P**v*rted ajussi

9. The legendary gae-jussi 

10. And they went to the same university too...

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