[PC stories/KPOP takes] I HAVE AN IDOL WHOM I HAVE A CRUSH FOR 9 YEARS.

He is an ex member of a K-Pop group, SPEED. He is Choi Sung Min. His group was active only for 2 years and before that he was also a member of Co-ed group also for about 2 years.

Even during the years of being I still think about him and always left a comment on his social media. Some people will leave their bias and go for the new one if their bias was inactive for soooo long or just change career. But, I can't seem to simply forget him because I liked him since I was a child.

I also sent him plenty of gift when he was still active. I missed him so bad and I was sooooo happy when he appeared with his younger sister in Korean's reality show. I brawled, giggled and overwhelmed because I haven't seen him in tv for soooo long.

But, now I seem to face the aftermath of loving someone who are not aware of my existence. I don't feel attracted to boys who confessed to me or to start a relationship. To be honest, I am waiting for him I don't know how or when. But this is not normal but it's too pure and it's called love.

Can someone tell me how to handle my dilemma? Should I still waiting for the love that doesn't exist in his world or should I take step forward???

New post

Next Post

✉ PC Stories