It may sound weird, but sometimes I’m really annoyed or sad because of things I dislike or don’t really wanna do, but I always chose what I consider more beneficial. For example, I’m currently on a situation a bit complicated with some friends and honestly I feel super pissed but I always pretend that it doesn’t affect me cause I feel I need to pretend I don’t care. I hate being the ‘sensible one’.
I always act nice and try make people comfortable but sometimes I’m tired and wanna tell them how I really feel about them. Maybe I’m always trying to please people or I’m a hypocrite…but when people tell me I’m nice it’s not like I’m happy for the compliment, it’s more like ‘well that’s good for me’.
Maybe growing in an environment where my feelings were constantly invalidated made made me this way…idk. Hope I’m not the only one who sometimes feels this way. I’m genuinely happy with my life rn, but sometimes I feel my actions done match my feelings and that doesn’t make me feel good
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