[PC stories/KPOP takes] DO YOU GUYS EVER FEEL SELF CONSCIOUS WHILE STANNING?

Ever since I started taking antidepressants when I was 14 I gained a lot of weight… I was always a bit chubby but I gradually gained over 10 kg in these 7 years and it really messed with my self esteem.

I know it’s ridiculous but sometimes while I’m enjoying content/looking at pics/vids of my bias I get very self conscious and embarrassed of myself. My bias is very fit and I know they put a lot of effort into their image so I feel like I’m not doing enough.

It’s severe to the point that I wouldn’t attend fan meetings even if I had the chance to bc I’d be way too embarrassed of myself. Rationally I know it’s a bit extreme to feel like this and it’s not like I think they’d be rude/fatphobic at all but I can’t get it out of my head.

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